The Feel of the Water

Hello Everyone, B.J. Bedford says: For me, I never forget how it used to feel. And I know what it takes to get there, and I just don't have the time or the drive to get there. Anything less leaves me feeling a little dissatisfied, so I just don't do it much. I think anyone who has started back from a prolonged absence can relate to this. What I remember is a Zen like loss of consciousness that felt transcendental kind of like being out of the body. Like being so automatic you didn't have to be there. I was asked once "how far can you swim?" I had to think about it because I was used to thinking how fast. I said "I don't know. It feels like forever." I'd love to hear what others feel like in the water or what they remember. Now I feel like a slow moving blob. Like I'm kind of stuck. Is there a quick fix that anyone knows ? Mary W