Ok, here it is. This takes a serious amount of courage for me to post this due to the obvious shame if feel here, but, I think it may help someone out there who is also experiencing the same type of situation..The following is an e-mail I wrote to Jim Thorton reaching out for him for guidance and help in this terrible time.
Jim:
I have not posted in two months now due to my severe depression. My wife of 25 years (whom I love dearly left me on 5 Aug.--no hope for our marriage). I attempted an honest crack at Jerry's way out that night...and one other time. So far this past two months I have spent one 12 day stint in the hospital and another week stint in the hospital attempting to deal with this very, very serious problem. To date, I have been unable to shake this thing. I see no hope for my life and frankly the pain and torment is so great that I really do not give a rat’s rear end about anything at this point. My problem is a simply one. I HATE being locked up..and all these units can do for guys like me is lock us up. Heck, I take Jerry's way any day to the padded cell stuff.
Any suggestions. Currently I am on Celexa and the pain and suffering are horrendous to say the least.
Kindest regards,
Tom Ellison
As is so painfully obvious from this thread, depression is a horribly devastating illness that affects many of us. It is timely that Thursday, October 10th is National Depression Screening Day. You may be interested to check out this website: www.nmisp.org/depression.htm
If you or your loved ones have symptoms of depression, I urge you to seek help.
Mary Pohlmann, MD, Ph.D
As is so painfully obvious from this thread, depression is a horribly devastating illness that affects many of us. It is timely that Thursday, October 10th is National Depression Screening Day. You may be interested to check out this website: www.nmisp.org/depression.htm
If you or your loved ones have symptoms of depression, I urge you to seek help.
Mary Pohlmann, MD, Ph.D
