Okay, I'm in a complete funk now. At spring nationals this weekend, I had what was probably the worst meet of my career, performance wise. Really can't understand why, as the meet was run really well, I thought I had trained and tapered properly, and everything seemed to be in order. Come competition time, I sucked. Had a so-so 400IM, got dq'd in the 200Br, and just went slow in everything else. Not making excuses, but now I feel horrible. Don't want to train, and I'm almost embarrassed to look at my results.
So now what? How do I get over this desire to quit?
(I know, I'm taking this way to seriously, but I can't shake the feeling of being a failure)
I would never bet against Mr Unruh. He is an unbelievable racer.
thanks Stewart.
i know when i look you straight in the chest (yeah, he's only 8 inches taller than me) that a dogfight is about to start when we get on the blocks.
and it doesnt matter if we go 5:30 or 4:45, its gonna be a crowd standing race.
I would never bet against Mr Unruh. He is an unbelievable racer.
thanks Stewart.
i know when i look you straight in the chest (yeah, he's only 8 inches taller than me) that a dogfight is about to start when we get on the blocks.
and it doesnt matter if we go 5:30 or 4:45, its gonna be a crowd standing race.
