Okay, I'm in a complete funk now. At spring nationals this weekend, I had what was probably the worst meet of my career, performance wise. Really can't understand why, as the meet was run really well, I thought I had trained and tapered properly, and everything seemed to be in order. Come competition time, I sucked. Had a so-so 400IM, got dq'd in the 200Br, and just went slow in everything else. Not making excuses, but now I feel horrible. Don't want to train, and I'm almost embarrassed to look at my results.
So now what? How do I get over this desire to quit?
(I know, I'm taking this way to seriously, but I can't shake the feeling of being a failure)
Sometimes, with all the work and rest, the times are just not there. When that has happened with me, I try to find a few positives to take away from the meet, even if they are not directly related to the swims. Momma said there'd be days like this ...
Sometimes, with all the work and rest, the times are just not there. When that has happened with me, I try to find a few positives to take away from the meet, even if they are not directly related to the swims. Momma said there'd be days like this ...